No nookie and grouchy as hell
February 7, 2008
Seven days of nothing. Seven days of half-ass seduction, teasing, mock-ard0r, tempting, passionate kissing leading to… n o t h i n g. We can’t seem to make it happen. Too tired, too stressed, too hungry, too busy, too pissed-off. We are out of sync. I’ve spent more time with my fingers and vib than with my husband this week. I love to pleasure myself but nothing compares to pulsating bodies. What is it about no nookie that makes us grouchy as hell?
Finally, we ate, rested, showered and went to bed naked. Silence and darkness. I felt his body slide closer, his skin warm, touching me. Spooning. I turn, we kiss. and kiss some more. His weight rolling on top of me, pressing into me. His body hard, ridged. Breathing deeply, I take in his smell. Kissing his neck, palms on his shoulders, squeezing, shivering as his lips move from my face to my neck, trailing down my body, my collar bone, belly. Teeth nibbling at my hip bone, driving me nuts. Moaning as he goes lower…
and…
and…
coming down from our climaxes, lying in the darkness, breathing slows and I start to cry. Not a bad cry, just a little cry. An emotional cry. I needed our bodies to connect. I feel better. Lots better.
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Vincent Parker | February 7, 2008 at 10:09 pm
We can’t seem to make it happen… sounds like the lust is out of the relationship. Seven days of nothing … you are probably resentful there isn’t the attraction you and your husband once had. It is a hard thing to maintain especially after years of marriage. Then when you both do make it to climax, you are emotionally spent from the lack of desire for each other. To feel connect is probably saying it could have been anyone aside from your husband. I am not an expert when it comes to relationships, but I have been in a few where I see all the signs of the relationship ending unless both parties get help. Then perhaps, I could be wrong. I am using my own experience in relationships to give only an opinion on what I read and your wrote. I hope I am wrong.